By Myslf

Myself
Myself

What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness?
Because I canā??t hold on when Iā??m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but Iā??m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I canā??t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I canā??t rely on myself

I canā??t look around
Itā??s too much to take in
I canā??t hold back
When Iā??m stretched so thin
I canā??t slow down
Watching everything spin
I canā??t look back
Starting over again

If I turn my back Iā??m defenceless
And to go blindly seems senceless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then theyā??ll take from me ā??til everything is gone
If I let them go Iā??ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them Iā??ll be outrun
If Iā??m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Iā??ll be buried in the silence of the answer

By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I canā??t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I canā??t rely on myself

I canā??t look around
Itā??s too much to take in
I canā??t hold back
When Iā??m stretched so thin
I canā??t slow down
Watching everything spin
I canā??t look back
Starting over again

Donā??t you know
I canā??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canā??t seem to convince myself why
Iā??m stuck on the outside

Donā??t you know
I canā??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canā??t seem to convince myself why
Iā??m stuck on the outside

Donā??t you know
I canā??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canā??t seem to convince myself why
Iā??m stuck on the outside

Donā??t you know
I canā??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canā??t seem to convince myself why
Iā??m stuck on the outside

Donā??t you know
I canā??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canā??t seem to convince myself why
Iā??m stuck on the outside

Donā??t you know
I canā??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canā??t seem to convince myself why
Iā??m stuck on the outside